Silent Night Whispers

As I lay in the bed where I rest my head,

Everything in it suddenly felt as heavy as lead

Which way is right?

which way is wrong?

Is it so hard to decide because I am so head strong?

The more I wonder the more I look over yonder. The answers are there yet I still think and ponder.

The older I grew, the more lessons I knew but yet I still feel like this is something new.

I have to decide, no more place left to hide. This is something I can no longer push aside. If I do it now will it leave a lasting effect or should I just go to bed and just reject.Tossing and turning all night I will be. Thinking I can't ignore the ringing that keeps bringing me back It brings me back to where It all began. As I lay in bed where I rest my head everything in my head felt as heavy as leadWhich way is right, which way is wrong. Is it so hard to decide because I am so head strong?The more I wonder the more I look over yonder. The answers is there yet I still think and ponder. The older I grew, the more lessons I knew but yet I still feel like this is something new.